Yoshikage Kira(Nonsharing)

At the start of 2024 I found myself falling deeper and deeper in love with Yoshikage Kira. The hyperfixation started gradually and only became more and more insane. I find such comfort and joy in him that I find hard to explain clearly. I have many, many self indulgent headcanons and stories in my head about him to the point that he is nearly my original character. I absolutely adore him and he has become my main comfort character. He comforts me in a way that feels like coming home. In my headcanons, I have loved him enough to erode his edges like he was in a rock tumbler, so now all that's left is a mushy househusband that loves me unconditionally. I see him as not only my lover but my caretaker. I feel like he really understands me better than anyone in my existence.

Patrick Bateman
(NonSharing)

Its hard to explain why I like this guy. First off, I will say that I am aware that the book and movie is satire. I DO NOT like him because I idolize him. He sucks, no one should idolize him, and no one should aspire to be like him. Simply put, I like him because I have only been in abusive relationships and because of that I think I deserve terrible men. I find comfort in the things that hurt me due to being extremely mentally unwell. As an aroace man I know that I will never let anyone close enough to me to be able to be harmed. I am attached to him in a form of venting and coping masochism. It would be very funny if this terrible, homophobic, asshole suddenly realized he was in love with a trans man and thought the only way to court him was to buy his love despite genuinely loving him and wanting to protect him from everything.

• Who Is Joker?

The Joker (OC)(NonSharing)

The Joker is my Original Character that I am obsessed with so much to the point that I selfship with him. He started off as a joke character that I quickly became extreamly attached to, and now he is my favorite OC I own. Our relationship started off as a Tom & Jerry sort of dynamic, with Joker following me around trying to mess with me, and me punishing him in brutal and silly ways. But now our relationship has evolved into a dynamic that is akin to an immortal character looking after a sick human. He has limitless power and is capable to cause world-ending catastrophes, but he chooses to spend his eternity with me. While writing him, I gave Joker powers that would heal a mentally sick human. Such as energy waves that calm heightened emotions, and being able to understand what I want to say while nonverbal. I view him as my caretaker and life partner and feel as if he understands me more than most people in my life.

Spamton G. Spamton(Sharing!)

Once I properly got into Deltarune, I found myself getting more and more gay for Spamton. It was not immediate, but as more time passed, I fell deeper and deeper in love. I really adore his character, and how he has become the most popular character in the series. He is a very deep and unsettling character when you think too hard about him, and that was what drew me in more. He has been the most frequently drawn character in my last 3 sketchbooks, and he is my newest muse. I am very happy that he is the most popular character in Deltarune, because I feel like he would really enjoy being as marketable as he is. I think he would be very happy that everyone loves him. And don't even get me STARTED on Big Shot Spamton (guy who is only attracted to businessmen)

Ant Tenna(Sharing!)

As soon as Deltarune Chapter 3 came out all of my friends were like "I think you would really like the TV Guy" and I always said "Yeah i think i will too" and they were all RIGHT. I love this guy so much, he's the reason I had to sit down and be like "okay, i NEED to properly get into Deltarune because I need to know what this guy's deal is. How does Toby Fox fucking do it. How does he make the perfect comfort character for someone every single time without fail. This guy checks off every mark for me. Businessman wearing a suit and tie, incredibly lonely, attachment issues, abandonment issues, separation anxiety, complete sappy mushy sweetheart when he isn't being possessive and evil, AND A MIDDLE AGED MAN!!! Not to mention he pleases my love for nostalgia by being a CRT TV. I'm so happy that everyone loves him so much, because that's what he's always wanted, everyone to watch him and love him... I hope he knows how much he is loved... and I hope he loves being loved....

Dio Brando(NonSharing)

DIO Brando is my long time favorite character and is my comfort character of 8-9 years now. Words cannot describe how important she is to me and how much I love her. She got me through some really tough times in my life when I was younger and I don't think I would be here without them. They comforted me through tears and breakdowns and I still cherish her dearly. Even while my Yume Type has changed to businessmen instead of vampires with long hair, I hold her close to my heart and remember how much we have been through together. No one could ever make me hate them, even when they take away the headcanons I have assigned to them. She will always be my wife, and she will always be part of me.